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I have always had 'A Personal Relationship' --with my horses! After my leaving them, and I visited them, they walked sideways to get closer to me. Horse brought an abusive [of hands on reins] rider past all other horses to show me this hard hand. When I pulled the reins from his tight hands, my horse blew down with thanks in his eyes. Mare came back alone to tell me something was not right with her, and she waited for me to help. She was gettin a slight colic in her belly. Getting caught in wire, Kizzie and another stood quietly waiting for me, without panic, knowing I would help, when I got to them. Horses would lift foot out sideways --to show me when there was a problem in that foot. If a horse rolled over in stall against the wall, they quietly allowed me to turn them back over. No kicking. All horses got quiet –if I yelled at one horse that did something wrong like make droppings in their water bucket. I would just point at that bucket, and they really admitted they didn't mean to do that. I saw their embarrassment. The others acted like they were glad I wasn’t yelling at them. You could almost see them smile that they were good, and they knew it. When I was about to leave them ALL during August of 2000, they stood absolutely still, with their heads turned, looking at me with love and acceptance. They knew I had to leave them, and they were giving me their approval. It was as if they knew I had a job to do, and they were trying to tell me that they would do the best they could without me. They were showing me the love they had/have –for me. I KNEW --that THEY knew, and vs vs! It was all based on LOVE! Rose NOTE: During my life I have heard words, and seen things that others do not. It is vital to conclude that I have 'felt' things that others do not usually 'feel' also. TODAY's world tries to place negative connotations [<- heard] to the word --'feel'! To FEEL --is to BE! IT IS TIME that we become confident enough with ourselves --to admit real feelings, and to not be ashamed of them. The restrictions must be lifted. We CAN get out of that box we've been placed in to live as we have been so-called trained or directed to be. What else we need is someone to talk to about what we feel. For me, I had NO ONE to talk to. The horses would just absorb what I couldn't say. It was osmosis! We need to get it all out --as I have within these websites pages. It has taken me years. It is also vital that we become guarded to interferrance from anything negative, and to eliminate that possibility as something 'other than' --Our One God! We can not worship two God's. One is real, and the others are frauds. There is ONE GOD, that you may even see --with a different face. He is still the One God! Time you knew the difference --so you too can live more fully, and with that real love you feel --in your heart. We can help you open that door, and graciously walk right on through it. It is just like walking through that veil of misconception to face TRUTH --ABSOLUTE! It is my pleasure. Rose at the Barn Feb 10-2011 |
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